Thursday, October 4, 2012

mati x kenal usia kan?



         Astaghfirullahalazim, astaghfirullahalazim, astaghfirullahalazim.....
     
         Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..... Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa-dosaku, dosa kedua orang tuaku, adik-beradik, para muallim dan muallimah yang pernah mengajarku, sahabat-sahabat yang pernah mengenali diri ini, dan juga dosa seluruh umat Islam yang pernah dan sedang hidup di dunia ini. Selawat dan salam dihulurkan buat junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad S.A.W serta seluruh keluarga Baginda. Aminnn Ya Rabbal 'Alaminnn......

        Tepat jam 11:40 malam tadi, my mom just called. She informed me that one of my friends from elementary school, Firdaus Tajudin had passed away early this evening. I was shocked! He's just the same age as me. Ya Allah, sungguhlah mati itu tidak mengenal usia. Semoga dirinya ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang beriman.

          I'm speechless. I'm afraid. What if that was me? The time could just be anytime, any when. Ya Allah, sungguh aku banyak noda. Namun aku tidak mampu menghadapi neraka-Mu  Ya Tuhan. Ampunkan aku Allah. Ampunkan daku.

          Firdaus Tajudin leaves quite a unique memory to me. We were in the same school for three years. Not to mention two years in the kindergarten. During the age of 10 or standard 4, he moved to another school. His mom and my mom are friends. A colleagues, a teacher. We took the same van to school. His mom knows me well. And my mom knows him well. I met him coincidentally during standard 6 at USM, the place I'm writing this right now. Just a short meeting. Not quite a meeting actually, just we acknowledge each other. He went back to SMAI and I went to MMAS. We have no reason to see each other again. But the last time I saw him was in form 1. I visited Islah and that's when I know that he went back to Islah.

          That was all that I know about him. His mom moved school too. So I have no reason to even know whatever anything about him and his family.  A big condolences for his family. I know that his other family members cared so much for him for he is the magnae.

          Ya Allah, matikan daku dan orang-orang sekelilingku dalam iman dan taqwa. Amiinnnnn Ya Rabbal 'Alaminnn...

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