Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Practical Teacher

31hb Januari 2015. 
Bermulalah pengalaman pertama aku sebagai seorang guru praktikal. 
SMK Bakar Arang, Sungai Petani, Kedah. 
Dua orang abang aku pernah bersekolah di sini. Aku? Ini kali pertama aku menjejakkan kaki (untuk suatu tempoh masa yang lama) ke sekolah kebangsaan. Tadika pertama aku ialah Tadika Al-Islah, Taman Sejati. ----> Sek. Ren. Al-Islah, Pinang Tunggal ----> Maktab Mahmud Alor Setar. 

First day.
It was not that bad. The teachers were nice. Since I'm alone, they sit me in the actual teacher's room. So I can mingle around. (I HAVE to!) 
So yeah, first day was not that bad. My first class was Form 4, for ICTL (ICT Learning). *yeah, the subject I hate the most.* 

seriously cannot sleep kowt the night before!
and yes, I forgot to wear my nametag. nebes punya pasal
Second day. 
My first English class! 2 Maju. 
Masa first class ney pown aku dah detect siapa yang paling bising dalam kelas tu. huhu
Ada 3 Ammar dalam kelas ney. Because they sat together, I thought they were a gang. Dan aku cakap dalam hati; "Damn I'm doomed. They're strong." But actually they are not. Ammar Syahmi is really pleasing. The other two are just not bad... haha .
Class? IT WAS NOT LIKE YOU IMAGINE AT ALL. Seriously they are VERY loud. Tenggelam suara kau weh! Ni baru satu kelas. I haven't talked about 2 Kreatif. T__T 
The best thing? 
I lost 2kg! weeeeeeeeeee! 

aq xtaw apa yg teruk sgt muka aq neyh. 360 pown x lut. 
Third day. 
Seorang Fatin Amirah memanglah bukan seorang yang kreatif. Tangan aku kayu. Aku betul-betul gagal kalau buat sesuatu yang melibatkan seni ney. So I REALLY REALLY REALLLYYYYYY HATE to do ABM. Alat Bantuan Mengajar. 

tengoklah ni, nak tulis 'What is Red' jer pown. tapi hodoh piang! 
third selfie. maafkan tcer fatin yang keseorangan di sekolah.
xde orang nak tolong ambilkan gambar. huhu 
Fourth and fifth day.
Dua hari ney tak pergi sekolah. Yahoooo....
Kejohanan Golf Peringkat Daerah, Permaipura. 



puas hati gila dapat naik benda ney.
aku bebassss! 

SECOND WEEK.
Hari Ahad yang sangat lelah. Aku betul-betul rasa nak putus asa jadi cikgu. Sungguh aku tak mampu nak ajar anak orang. I've done my best trying to attract their focus. But to no avail. They were VERY, VERY loud. But I can tolerate if they are ONLY loud. Sadly no. Their attitude hampir nak buat aku bunuh orang. And I blame myself.   

Hari Isnin yang sedikit ringan. That day I found the joy in becoming a teacher. The students joked around and the environment was light too. One student passed out. (not my class la). It was a bit funny. haha
Bukan lawak sebab dia pengsan tu. Tapi sebab the way we handled the case. 
One Ammar asked for a personal separate tuition. I'm glad he wanted to learn. The other Ammar got mad I didn't answer his question about where I lives, and demanded the first Ammar to take turn for my attention. haha 
... made my day ... 



I still have yet to find the joy in teaching. I don't know if I'm going to continue this for sure. I don't know what the future holds for me. But I'm gonna try to work on my dream too, (obviously not involving teaching) . 
If you see me teaching your children in the future, please pray for me, to be a good teacher, who can educate your children well. 

Thank you. 



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